I find myself not blogging much or actually sharing what I want to share out of:
1. Fear that people I actually know may be reading my thoughts.
2. Fear that it may be a hinderance in my job search.
I am a naturally quiet person so I find it hard at times to actually speak to people about what I am thinking or how I am feeling. I typically have to know someone really well and be comfortable around them before I can open up. Although I have opened up to a few people in my life, my blog is a different side of me or maybe an extended side of me. There lies my problem. I am afraid people that know me may read my blog and think to themselves, “I don’t know this person at all” or think I didn’t trust them with this aspect of my life.
I need to stop worrying about what people think. This is probably the root of my fear.
As stated above, I fear my blog will affect my future employment. There are so many articles on how people have be turned down job opportunities because of what they posted on their social media. Obviously my content I believe is nothing inappropriate, but I still worry.
I need to quit worrying. This year was going to be the year I worried less. This is hard to do because I am a chronic worrier and I worry about everything. But I need to shake it off and not worry about jobs and people and such. I need to